Lay in my bed and think of what could have been,
Her open eyes staring into mine is what I should have seen.
Her smile would have lit the fire in my chest,
With her in my arms is where I should rest.
Yet she chose not me but another man,
This my body cannot withstand.
I wish to find and love someone new,
But this to my heart would not be true.
Jealousy and dispair flood my soul,
Diminish my mind it takes its toll.
Yet only me faces the scould of love,
Yet only I fly as the lonely dove.
Feel the pain and the beat of my heart,
There is no room for love to restart.